Surprise!

Well look who back.............. sheesh been gone for 7 months! damn miht fault loves, i have no cpu or latop to use on the normal, but will. soon. update, well my b-day pasted im officially 20. lol. been 6 months, i sorta kinda talk to some one new, wel a couple (giggles) alot of picture updates to come... Chow. =)

Walks By.

Good lord is it me.... smh i so ashamed haven't been on here in a min.. but i'll be back very soon. cpu got a virus.. nd laptop act crazy.... so much to say... so little time to tell but i will spend every second tellin yu.... ttyl... chow.

Brief Visit.

At once im here.... well technicaly im not. my computer is actin really slow so its hard for me to blog anything which pisses me off.... i been wantin to reconstruct my pg for a while its just that everytime i try my computer freezes... and im rarely on the laptop.. ima try it on there one of these days i promise... im reading blogs mostly.. ima get back to commentin them alot of yu blogs help me out in alot of ways.. so i guess im thanking you also...so much as taken places im mean not much but its fair share..... i broke my nail yesterdayy. blahhh. lol.... ima keep this post short... im around readin new blogs. new bloggers old bloggers... i'll be commentin soon.=) Chow.

Layers Of Me.. Thanks To Jupiter's Own.

Snatched W/ Appreciating From @Jupiter's Own =)

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Cherei.
Birth Date: November 14th.
Current Location: On My Bed...In THIS Apartment...
Hair Color: Brown.
Righty/Lefty: Righty.

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Missing Out On LOVE..
Your dream of the perfect date: Being W/ Someone I LOVE.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: "Why Am I Missin HIM This Bad?."
Your best physical feature: Ummmm,My legs...But Ppl Say My BREASTS!.
Your bed time: Dependin On My Mood.
Your most missed memory: Laying Up W/ HIM All Day.. Betta Yet When We First Started Talkin. Aimin For 9 Hours Straight...Then Jonesin For Another 3 1/2 Hours On The Phone.=D

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Ummm. IDK! Like Juice.
McDonald’s or Burger King: Can't Decide. Lol.
Single or Group Dates: Single.
Adidas or Nike: Dnt Wear Sneakers That Much.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: NOT! Caramel Frap Please..LOl.=D

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: Nope. Im High Off Life.
Cuss: Lol. Sometimes.=X
Take showers: Damn near three times a day.
Have a crush: Couple. But In/Love W/ ONE.
Like school: Never the FCKIN Day.

Believe in yourself: Sometimes. Varies Dependin on My Mood.
Believe what goes around comes around: Yes. Karma Is My Motha Fckin B*TCH.
Believe everything happens for a reason: Yes.
Think you’re a health freak: Sadly No.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yup. W/ my Big Sis.=)
Been on stage: Ugh. No.
Eaten sushi: Nope...
Been hurt: Physically.? Yes. By Dellz. Lol. Mentally, spiritually.? Yesssss.='( Every Fckin Min...FCKKKKK!
Dyed your hair: No.=( Goin to Tho.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: He He He. When. Lol.=X
Kissed the same sex: WTF??? Not romantically. As In The Cheek.
Gotten beaten up: ...Sadly In the 7th Grade.Dumb Btch Snuck & Tryed Catch Me Off Guard. Jealous Ass Btch.
Changed who you were to fit in: I've Always Been The One Who Just Happen To Joke Her Way In.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: Yes.Hopefully. By 25.. But a Girl Can Only Dream right.
Number of kids you’re planning on having: Four. HMMMMM WTF???...Maybe.

LAYER 9: IN A GUY.
Hair color: .... IDK. As Long as Its Neat.
Short or long hair: IDC.. But Im Lovin Short. Cesar Fade.UmmmmHmmmm DAMN!
Fat or fit: FIT! To Small To Be Smushed.
Looks or personality: Caramel Complexion.=D 5'11-6'0, Dark Brown Eyes. Charmin Smile..Full Ass Lips. Funny Sarcastic,Driven,Smart... Ahh Damn Descibin HIM..='(
Fun or serious: Both. There's A Time Nd Place For All.
Best Eye Color: Brown.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: BBMIN Dellz.
1 HOUR AGO: ReApplyin My Make-Up.
1 WEEK AGO: W/Him.. =(
1 YEAR AGO: Finding Out Ways To Successfully Graduate. Lol.


LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: Blank. & It hurts.=/
I HATE: Liars.
I HIDE: My Emotions.Feelings.
I NEED: Some Real Ummmmhmmmm LOVE. =(
I LOVE: Myself. My Chicas.Dellz & Tiara... Nd Last But Never Least My Boobie... ="(

Walking Thur CLOUDS

Sooo. Im SICK. x___X Nooooo!!!!
Nd Its So Fckin NICE in Nyc. Oh Well Im Enjoying My Time Alone....=D
Cause Im Plottin On Some Shit. (Ha Ha Ha) Evil Laugh<-- LOSER THOUGH.
Any Who i Realized My Blog Feels So DAMN Depressin.. Ahhh Man Time to Change That. Listenin To Some Calmin Music Slighty. Nap In A Few???... So Much Funny Ish Is Happenin Right Bout Now. Usually I Would Have Cryed Bout 4 Times Already.. But im As Cool As Can Be. No TEARS!!!! Yay Me... Can't Wait For JULY!!!!!!!!!! Some BIG Plans For That. Ima Just Go With The Flow Nd Take Heads While Im Going. Im On a Hatius From Facebook.. Nd Any Other Social Site.. For A Sec... The Only Thing Ima Be On Is My BLOG Yay!!!!!!!! That Means More POST. Whoooa Bytches. LML.=D I Think It The Meds Talkin... Ima Add New Pics Up Soon. Ohhh Yea Got A JOB...=D Well See How This Goes. Tryna Get Better Right Now So CHOW.

K.A.R.M.A A B*****

So.. like i feel like my lifes a soap opera... some good things have come out of my heart-break tho... i met a NEW guy. We'll call him Babe....=) he makes me smile i talk to him alot he know s about my past he wants to start some thing new with me im excited this feels right. ... unlike my apple-head i will always love him maybe in the far future we would be us again but for now. im lookin for a new somebody this just maybe it....=) be back later im txtin The Babe..

Nd So It Goes...

shit shit shit shit!!!!! ughhhhhh.i swear yesterday i must have been a damn fool..... ugh why did my ass go see him. knowin darn well what his intention was. nd i fell for the dumb shit to... FCK! okay so i had a WEAK moment over him.... never eva will i do some dumb shit like that again.



okay so for the moment he got the best of me. well fck it. it was the first day of summer yesterday.... so i guess GAMES ON!!!!!!


letting the sun hit my face. fck it i live in the BIG Apple. bound To Find someone Who Wants Me. Lol.=) Updates Allll Dayyyyyy Until Plans Fall upon Me.

Me,Myself & I

Whoaaaaa. Can't Believe I Had A WEAK moment. SMFH So Much Better than that.... Started blasting Jay-Z.... Games On Now First Day Of Summer. Lets Goooooooooooooo.=)

Day 1... Happy.=)

So it took me a Whole week. in counting 7 full days to get over a 7 1/2 month Fling. Now im not saying its not a thought on my mind. i just came to the conclusion that HIS Happiness Is Not Mine To Have.. i realizes this is truely a life lesson. one to grow with nd not to forget but to remember so that i won't make this mistake again.... dnt get me wrong he truely is a good guy. with a good heart just a lil off track at that moment finding himself.... i dnt blame him for any heartbreak or tears i've cryed. he has some what turned into my best friend. nd i love him dearly. nd would be there for him. just not in a romantic way anymore. maybe in the future but as of right now we are JUST friends we can still hang. no problem. i would not intfer in any of his relationships. nd i hope he would do the same....


for a week i just cryed... txtin him was hard. some of the things he said should not have been said at that moment. cause my state of mind was off. nd not once did i curse his name. all i ask was WHY?


i some what think he knows the pain he cause because we have yet to see each other in the physical. for the past week. nd everytime we do make plans to meet something always seems to come up. which is funny. i have to laugh cause its sorta cute. but in all we both have to face our issuse... i have to let him know whats on my mind. cause i need to grow from this.. it's crazy at this very moment im actually smiling . just cause i made myself happy.



OMG. CHEREI ACTUALLY HAPPY.=) no lie it finally feels good to let all my pain go... now waiting for the right guy to come along. maybe today or nxt week. or nxt month.or even nxt year. all i know is that Cherei loves herself more than any man could ever love her.

Kick.Pow BanG!!!!! Im Back.

Okay Okay.... Im BACKKK!!!=)


Sorry For The Delay.. Its Just I Gotta Be In The Mood To Log In & Write.. i Have So MUCH To share With yu. Ima Do Some New things To The Pg. Nd in General To Keep Me Blogging... Okay Here's My Update. Pics & All Enjoy.... Chow!!!

Sum Fotos...

Pow.... Im Back..

Im soo ashamed...
i dead haven't showed my face on here in a month...
like what the F**k i been doin.. so much has been goin on... nd being the private person i am ...
i haven't share with my loves of readers here...
im sorry forgive me im back tho...
READY O2 bear my heart....

Happy Birthday To Me

soooo..
Today is My birthday (Yup.Yup)
i survive another year. lol. i turned the wonderful 19.
later on today i goin to the movies. wit a group of my friends.possibly my baby.nd my big bro.
still workin on my plans. welll. i'll be back lata hopeful later wit pic of my outfit. lol



Happy Birthday Cherei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Um Okay Follow...

So i Decide to Say It Once Again.
If I Hav'nt Said It Enough.LOl.
Still Gettin The Hang Of It So Bear With Me.
Nd No This Will Not Stop Me From Bloggin
Cause Im Back Nd Bout To Bring It. (Lmao) ----Dat Was So Corney Of Me.

Follow My Footsteps nd I'll Follow Yours.

http://twitter.com/Viva_La_Cherei

Twitter

oaky.
at first i was'nt down for it then my freind made me one.
nd since thn i been hook it'sd like a f-ing drug well its not that
bad i still very private but it's hella funny looking at what ppl
do on a daily so just click the pretty link please nd lets chat.
---->Twitter.com/Viva_La_Cherei <------- nd if yu got a twitter let me know...

((Whoa))Gettin Personal...(a LIL)

Hii........Um i was just sleep so im kinda off it a lil
(lol) hey everybody has there days.
Nd i thought to myself maybe yu should let those lovely bloggers
know a lil bout yu..UM we have a BIG problem tho i'm
a very private person hmmmmm... i tend to sugar-coat alot of my feeling nd my personality on a daily.



i know yu probably wanna stop readin since yu think im phony but wait im not im just very protective of my heart jus me personally nd rite now i at a in between state so its kinda boarder-line privacy...

well whateva ima let yu get piece by piece of this lovely Lady....


First of all...Name: Cherei (Pronounced Sha-Ray)
18 1/2 yrs of age
Birthday is November 14 (Yea Babeee Scorpio)
Favo Color: PURPLE
Favo Food: Chicken
Status:Single;( (LOL i'm trying )
Soon to Be College-Kid
Born In the Big Apple
Fashion-Addict
Height:5'11
Want More?????????? Let Me Know I'll Try and keep a open mind (hopefully).
Song Being Played At The Moment Of The Post:Neyo"Nobody"

Konnfession of Opposite Sex (Ooopss)

oh wow yu should have know i was comin with this one.....
imean im not doggin the opposite sex im just bringing up sum
of the bullshyt ya speak of nd ya maybe sayin the same bout us female...
TRUST i know i have Brothers nd im the only girl... so cut the shyt be real wit
me lets have a chat. take a seat this may be a while....


okay so why do yu belive yu must lie to presevre sum ladies feelin imean sum would respect yu more if yu kept it 100... not sayin ya all lie imean ma Boo Jay said it the best "Women Lie.Men Lie Money Don't"


nxt subject why is it that yu play the girls yu know got to be ya ride or die for the chick that would leave yu wit a drop of a dime imean do yu live the thrill of it.....
nd not all females are golddiggers i know mad females dat get oney cause they work dey asses off doin dat 9-5 unlike sum other nd by no means am i doggin anybody just sum thoughts that have been botherin me


PART 2 Soon To Come Ma Hands Are Tired LMAO............

Fotos Update

umm my way of showin off me and my lil therapy when im stress out ....... im still tryin to figure out why im single lmao nah not really its a choice..Cherei.dAMNX

Oh Snap A Update ...

.okay so this is my update wit pics...... lol anyways im still lookin for a job since i move bac home to the big apple with few lew luck but its all gud i know im bound to find sumthing soon.(SO YEA!!!! TO ME)anyways im going to start lookin for a college i wanna go to for the next two years then off to ma dream skool for another 4 years of my life (yes im lookin for a career lol not a job)as of rite now im single but also balancin meeting new guys and stickin wit ma ex/Bestie Hunn'e wow lets see how that works out lol ima keep ya post for now on cause i relize ya dnt judge my decision. As of rite now listenin to ma itunes while preparing to go chill wit this boi i met he cool we talk for like a hour last night (lets keep our fingaz cross on this one lmao)but yea hangin with him ma best friend/cuz is here at ma house bout to kick it wit her nd hopeful take ova the world(Evil Laugh)Ha Ha Ha ..... My Moood Is Happy/ Content ...Here's my pics tho i look different i guess oh yea My BIRTHDAY COMIN UP NXT MONTH (YES BIG 19) i thought i share that cause i love ma big nd ima stated that all the way till my b day come... okay here yu go...

And So Shyt Continues Part 1

Let me get back on my shyt I dnt know wats been up wit me lately I been slaking 4 a while talkin bout im fine when im not holdin mad shyt in nd 4 wat im da only one hurting here lol I know finally I gotta laugh at myself for being dumb.I mean im letting mad shyt get to me nd ya know dats not me. But im cool this is tha day shyt changes im on tha team of me shyt 4 a while lets see how that goes. Currently Listenin 2 : Jay-Z- D.O.A Finally Jay is back nd betta than eva ya know i love me sum jay his music is my life lessons so i guess ima be going thur alljay music today until nxt time Chow..........LPDB