Thursday, April 30, 2009

I Think So

Can I Be Honest? Nd Yet Hold In Consideration of sumones feelings???? I Think Not But Yet Again I'm On Sum Getting Bac With Cherei Stuff So I rather Be Honest Nd Real 100% I mean yu have to Respect Dat Rite?

Ova Thiinkin

I Should I Could I Have Made Sum Changes Not Doing Wat I Did In Da Past Lettin Go of Stuff Very Easy Neva Thought It Would Be. Lifes So Funny To Me LOL I Realize Now Dat In Order To Cry Yu Must Laugh Before Or After I'm Just Lettin Yu Know Keep Yu UpDated Wit Stuff I Hope To One Day Help A Gurl or Male (I Dnt Discrimnate LOL) In N E problem If They Read The Words Dat i write Well I Guess Dat A Story 4 Another Day -*Funny Thing Tho I'm M.I.A 4 So much other Than Bloggin WoW I Found My New Love lol.............

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Happy Face Now On

I have finally realize that i can't make ppl happy i can only make myself happy nd for a long time i was always the one not happy but not any more im bout to live on my own nd start my life the way i want nd i'm only trying to make myself happy Dnt Yu Agree??????????

Monday, April 27, 2009

My Name Is......


LOL Good Tymesz I Lovin Life Right Now Well its Getting Betta Not In My Anti-Socialite Mood No More MORE POST LOL I Also need Sum Followers Tell a Friend Bout Me PleASe lol

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Good Tyme Should B Betta Tymes

rite now im packin thought i would write sum stuff on my mind Lol i guess listen to sum old skool music bring bac so much memories lol i probably was'nt alive 4 sum or was a babe lol but i grew up around music so im a child of music i probaly was conceive on music lol n e who i was thinkin well really reminsing on my past there were some good tyme bac then i hope they repeat themselves well at least sum...im so confused bout alot of shyt rite now but i figure its actually makin me a betta person i hope or preparin 4 sum shyt i learned how to not show love to all nd love ppl 4 themselves nd when they show theyselves to dem believe dem always do wat rite 4 yu im mixed up now so i hope dis shyt makes since imight read it ova but then again life dnt got a backspace so i might jus leave my mistakes on the page....................

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Wats Love????

I Ask My Self Wat is Love Every Day now im not one of those girls dat every time i get a man nd like a week into tha realtionship im like im so in Love wit so and so not me dat dnt make no sense i at least gotta know yu 4 a good year or so dependin on our relationship or who im talkin to im not puttin no one down im jus statin my feelin like i said take it or leave it its jus a thought right now in my life im trying to figure out do i love this boi i know we use to date but then it became long distance so we ended it we was cool we had fun no problems wat so ever we would probably still be together if we did'nt move away from each otha well dat was like a year ago nd sum change we stay in contact on nd off we flirt alot wit each otha nd i know ther sumthin going on between us jus dat neither of us want to be the first to say it but i think i do love dat boi i mean he is like the only male dat makes me happy nd makes me smile non stop wen i'm wit him its a feelin dat i want bac nd now im movin bac home wher he is at now i want to get bac at him But do i Love Him Or am i jus Lonely nd want attention...................

InSide Thoughts


Okay so ima make like 3 post today cuz i think really dnt go into detail like i want to nd thats not me at all i mean dats wat i made this for so dat ppl ca finally see me 4 me nd not 4 sum bullshyt dat i see ona daily i mean im not a Mean,Fake,Bitch,Ho,or any thing eles yu may think of i may sum tymes have those traits but dats all i think this is the best time to be bloggin 2 because it's nice out side im movin on my on in like 21 days (yeaa)Lol dealin wit sum love triange bullshyt lol <----dats so not like me but its all cool cause ima work it out nd continue doin CHEREi<----Yep Yep Dats Me-->

Friday, April 24, 2009

I kiinda WAT

okay so sumone tell me wat the hell up wit guys these days tey heard dat song by lil wayne Every girl and they think its all good not even lol sum got girls nd then got they side pieces um not judgin i jus got offer to be a side piece i once was wifey till we had to switch up lol i dnt like second place so nothing against the girl but ima have to knock her out da top spot i dnt play dat game i'm no one side liney be bac wit details .......................

Thursday, April 23, 2009

The Deal

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:1.SHE CALLS YOU BY YOUR FULL NAME NOT JUST A NICK NAME.2. SHE HITS YOU SOFTLY ON THE ARM AND LAUGHS WHEN YOU SAY SOMETHING FUNNY.3. SHE FLIPS HER HAIR WHEN SHE'S TALKING TO YOU.4. SHE TOUCHES YOUR ARM WHEN SHE TALKS TO YOU.5. SHE SAYS, "NO, I'M NOT TELLING YOU WHO I LIKE!" WITH A BIG SMILE ON HER FACE.6. SHE ASKS YOU WHO YOU LIKE OR WHO YOU WOULD GO OUT WITH SEEMINGLY INTERESTED.7. WHEN YOU GO TO THE MOVIES WITH A BUNCH OF YOUR FRIENDS AND SHE IS ALMOST ALWAYS NEXT TO YOU.8. SHE CRITICIZES YOU ON A GIRL YOU LIKE.9. YOU CATCH HER STARING AT YOU.10. SHE PLAYS WITH YOUR HAIR OR TRIES TO PUT MAKE UP ON YOU.11. HER FRIENDS OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL AND IN SCHOOL KNOW ABOUT YOU, AND SAYS SHE TALKS ABOUT YOU A LOT.12. SHE KNOWS YOUR PHONE NUMBER AND ADDRESS. ( STALKER MUCH? )13. SHE WILL TRY AND TALK, AND SPEND TIME WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLEHOW GUYS FLIRT:1. HE STARES AT YOU ALOT.2. HE HITS YOU ALOT. (JUST PLAY HITTING )3. HE USES THE FIRST THING THAT POPS INTO HIS HEAD TO START A CONVERSTAION WITH YOU4. HE YELLED, "HI!", TO YOUR MUM THAT DAY SHE PICKED YOU UP FROM SCHOOL.5. HE BLEW OFF HIS BUDS TO GO SEE "BROWN SUGAR" WITH YOU CUZ YOU COULDN'T GET ANOTHER GIRL PAL TO GO AND DIDN'T WANT TO GO ALONE.6. HE TRIES TO MAKE YOU LAUGH ANYWAY EVEN IF HE GETS HURT IN THE PROCESS7. HIS VOICE GETS SOFTER WHEN EVER YOU TWO TALK.8. YOU HUNG UP ON HIM. HE CALLED YOU BACK.9. YOU WERE INVITED BY HIM TO A GROUP OUTING.10. HE CALLED YOU TO TALK ABOUT NOTHING AT ALL.11. HE IMITATES YOUR LAUGH. OK, YOU DO LAUGH PRETTY LOUD. WHICH MAKES YOU LAUGH EVEN HARDER...12. HE REMEMBERS LITTLE THINGS YOU MENTION IN CASUAL CONVERSATION13. HE SOMETIMES STARES STRAIGHT INTO YOUR EYES.14. HE USES EVERY POSSIBLE WAY TO TOUCH YOU (YOUR HAIR, FACE, THIGHS, KNEES,ECT.)

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Enough is Enough

im so tired i am truely tired of mad shyt in my life Real talk i mean rite now is suppose to be my most happiest time nd i'm not happy at all ova sum bullshyt dta makes no sense idk wat happen how this got so complicated so fast wat wrong i'm really trying to figure shyt out rite now im tryin too keep it 100 cause i'm bout to let ppl go in my life dat do nothing but hurt me ...........to be continued

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Reasons

Okay so Rite Now I'm not Really Happy Bout Sum Things So I Decided 2 Write It Out 2 See If It Makes Any Sense Instead Of Keepin It 2 Myself.........
  1. Well I'm Still in Skool rite now ma last yr (Whoo) N E Ways I'm not the best student neither lol real talk but im tryin to get the hell up out of there so im going to stuck it up nd get it ova wit..
  2. Former Babyboo Drama I dnt understand us we mad kool one min then we give each otha the silent treatment i know for a fact that there are still sum feelings between us but we kinda far from each otha rite now (Story 4 another post lata on) N E Ways we not in a relationship but we always seem to flirt with each otha i mean im not cuff down but he always seem to have a gurl so sum tymes i get push bac but i understand that part he is the most loyal,humble, funniest,sweetest guys i have ever met dats why i'm so cool wit him but besides dat when we finally get together its like we bac into our lil world nobody else nd all da bullshyt in our lives goes out tha window (i know you probably asking why ya to ain't together well we long distance cause i'm in skool nd he move bac to our hometown nd we both don't like long distance relationships i like to be able to touch him ) but lately he seems to be changing he not actin like his self nd i don't know why i mean i jus seen him like a couple of weeks ago and he seem fine well i know there was sum thing on his mind he was'nt tellin me i really was to happy jus being wit him nd i really hated that i had to go so soon but N E Who we left on a good note well to me we did but when i tried to talk to him he ignored me nd dats not like him so this pass week he finally speakes to me only a few words but i can tell he miss me but sum thing was wrong so i'm really a straight forward type person i always like to keep things 100% no Bullshyt so i told him i need to talk to him ASAP waiting for him to call or sumthing but he doin sum things dat really hurtin the shyt out of me i mean i got a couple of days till i move bac home we was planning to work things out but rite now determines tha out come of my situation weather we talk friends or lovers i'll keep yu posted......

Can't Stop Me

i listenin 2 Jadakiss album i'm lovin it i not really big on alot of hip hop unless it has sumthing to do with JAY-Z lol yea he ma favorite nd has been since birth lol but any wayz i going to write thur out tha night cause i relize dat nobody can stop me otha than ma self it's all jus me speaking my mind so copyright sum shyt i speak out my mouth cause i'm jus being me -Crazy.Sexy.Cool

Monday, April 20, 2009

Love Letter #1

Dis is mah thoughts ma feeling my all so bear wit me coming straight from my heart so be kind ....
N E Who I want To Be Wit sum one Who On my level i want dat old skool love story type song to play when i'm wit yu i want to be able to pick up the fone nd yu be there to answer every tyme i dnt want to have to say my guy is truthful to my ladies i want them to know dat already i want to be able to slow dance to our favorite song where ever we are i want to be 100% wit yu always i will never hurt yu on purpose nd i hope yu would do the same i want yu to say i'm wifey 4 lyfe ,im ya boo,ya heart,ya all, ur betta half, i want to be the girl yu would love to be wit 4eva no i dnt cling to yu like a leech i like my space nd i'm going to give yu urs i'm not the jealous type so talk to who yu please jus dnt cross the line between chatting and fuckqing i want strangers to feel our love i want to be able to hold yu when i want nd i want to hold yu so tight tell i can smell like yu "when i Cry Yu Cry" I want tyme 2 stops when we kiss i want to look back nd say
'I Love Yu"

And So Its My Life

Rite Now Having Mixs Feeling Bout A Lot Life
not really understanding things clearly i dnt know y i do this to myself i give my all nd yet i seem to be wasting my tyme my precious time on ppl who can give a fuckqz how i feel yea dey may say they care but dats sum bullshyt i was listenin to i hate to feel this way i hate having to think back to when i was happy...Datsz Sum Shyt I not sayin i'm da best person to be makin dis seem big but hell i'm bout to ppl i know are on some sorry levels at life nd i wanted the best for them but they dnt get that they think the wnorld is against them maybe but NOTme but yet they treat me like shyt wats up with dat i hate to say i hate somebody but its coming close to me say Fuckqz u nd ursz. But I Keep Askin My Self
WHY??????

Friday, April 17, 2009

Sweet

Okay So i Got sum followers now and i would like to thank yu all one by one i think i have became a follower on each of ur blogs if not please let me know and bear wit me i'm bout to post mad post up in a matter of hours so sit tight and thank yu again .......

Thursday, April 16, 2009

love quote Pictures, Images and Photosthis caught my eye and i speechless if yu read it read it again WOW lol This Made me laugh Because it came 4rm Dr.Seussquote Pictures, Images and Photos i Never heard him speak so deep lol

E p i p h a n y #2

life quote Pictures, Images and Photos
Okay so i think that i'm living my life half-ass lol i say that now because i just relizes it a couple of weeks ago i finally stop living for everybody else and starting doing me 100% if it dont make me happy i won't do it or say it i think that has been the best thing for me i hope you would agree i just had enough of ppl bullshit and no matta wat Cherei will always be Cherei.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

The Way I Feel Vs. The Way I Want To Feel

jus siting here thinking which i think is a dangerous thing lol but yeah i was thinking of alot of things in my life at this time and the things that are about to happen i dnt want to be saying the same things when i hit 20 which is in a year so i jus thought i would vent now so forgive me if i use foul language.... to be continued

E p i p h a n y #1

Wow my life is funny at times (lol) I mean Me Being A On & Off Anti-Socialite <----MY WORD I CopyRight It LOL N E Ways The ppl in my life are up & down so some tymes i neeed my time alone you know to breath to get my thoughts together but as yu would soon find out on me i like my past it was tha best but sum things came up so i had to be apart from it nd i miss it nd hope dat this summer is one of my best .......but n e ways ppl coming back in my life like they crazy like wow i guess this being Anti-Social is sum wat good ...............

Monday, April 13, 2009

OOO So GOOD

Now I Know Dat Rite Now I'm Being Supa Stubbornin But In reality I'm Doing So Good In my Book.The Way i Deal Wit Things Are Lkye using The Left Side Of My BRAIN Nd Not Tha Right But I learn From My Mistakes I learn How Ppl Work I may Be Out Da Box On a Daily But I Check out Every Thing around me (Examplesz)

  • Men,Boiz,Dogz,A-Holesz,nuccasz,Jerks,HornbaLLsz(LOL)- I mean hey dats how they act or should i say present themselves to me personally lol N E Who i have learn and still learnin from how to deal wit them i will let any of them know in the Quickness
  1. Dat i Dnt Fight Ova dem(Wat If Yu In Da Wrong keep movin life to short to deal wit dat mess)
  2. I dnt need yur Money i Can Make My Own(now if Yu Want To Be Bonnie & Clyde Dat Cool wit Me If Yu Got I got When We Dnt We Both dnt Not One takin Nd Not Receiving Stuff )
  3. Make Me Happy Wit Small Things(i Dnt Need A lot yu Dnt need to Do alot Wit me to make me happy i will be kool wit jus chillin at da crib instead of take out make it yourself would yu mad points in my book.and i understand when yu dnt got it it ruff out here i got yu yu got me 50/50 deal all da way)
  4. Dnt i Repeat Dnt LIE (If i keep it 100 wit Yu all i ask is dat yu keep it 100 wit me i would respect you more in tha long Run) *Remember Dat*

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Only IF Yu Knew

me quotes Pictures, Images and PhotosOmg i felt Lyke Dis Alwaysz I Can Give Fxcqk Lol So many ppl Dnt Deserve ma Respect And Yet i Give it When it not givin Wow (dat deserves a "_(sideEye)lolquotes Pictures, Images and Photos

Monday, April 6, 2009

In Class (Urgh)

In class rite now like waysz bored so i'll be addin stuff to da pg

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Ppl Actin B.r.a.n.d New

okay so ppl wana act brand new okay yu said yu been getting brand new every yr sum ppl jacked up there resolutions like tha first day in tha new yr oh wow not i i did nd still am holdin strong to ma resolution lkye
  • Movin Out
  • let Go of da fakies in My life (Still Workin on Dat)
  • And Findin ma Baby boo(As i write yu Will Know Wat Dat Means )
  • Do Me (meanin make ma self happy then others )

Friday, April 3, 2009

URgh So Not Ma Day

Okay WOW It's Rainin Outside nd momz had 2 work so she could'nt pick me up 4rm skool so i had 2 fuckin walK ----->(Dhatsz Sum Major B.S) Cause All My Associates Had 2 work so i could'nt get a freakin ride to save mah life WOw but dey should know Dhat was a wrong ass move cause now i'm supa salt i gota wet nd i'm scared of any type of bugs nd seen mad worms all ova da place i am 2 mad Rite Now -------> Dis SHyT Rite Here Ruined Mah Day Already Nd Dey Know I'm Cursin EveryBody Out TodaY Real Talk =?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

***Dnt T A K E it Personal***

me quotes Pictures, Images and Photos Dis Is Wat I Want ((((HELP ME ))))

LiiFes LessoNz #1

Photobucket Why Do ppl Show Me They Worst But Yet Say dey are tha best *idk*maybe dats how iit alWayz been i jus was blind..... my Life Is Bout To TAKE OFF 18yrs of age bout 2 Graduate Then off To Be On My own How Many ppl can say dat not many.I Have to give my self tha "- (Side Eye) 4rm sum life choice i made i feel like at da time i need it but i come to agree with mah self i need no one but myself {Ppl think dey know me NOt Evn I Startin To Hate ppl Slowly ((((PLEASE SUMONE SAVE THA HUMAN RACE)))) LOl.......I Need Closure.

My Lifes Lessons



Ahh, who wanna bet us that we don't touch leathers
Stack cheddars forever, live treacherous all the et ceteras
To the death of us, me and my confidants, we shine
You feel the ambiance, y'all niggaz just rhyme
By the ounce dough accumulates like snow
We don't just shine, we illuminate the whole show; you feel me?"-Jay Z (Dead President)Reasonable Doubt {June 25, 1996}<