For the Sake.

Okay... So ima finally speak on my life issues....


First Nd Foremost.. Im Fckin Tired Of IT!

I think i atract jack-asses... i mean ima sweet-heart yet i always fall for these cocky sucka ass boyss. not men. the ones that want one thing then flip flop like a bitch...


okay so theres guy 1 this ass... think he know so much.. but dnt know shit... he always tryna prove some untrue shit. he a super odee flip flop... he a bitch in digust.. i swear everytime i think about him my body tense up in disgust. ewww how could i every LIKE him.. well that was short lived... i really have no feelings toward him.. nd he will be come a forgotten thought... like that....




guy 2.... hmm where do i start with this one... what can i say i fell in love... it was unexpected. i mean even through every tear i dropped over him. i still love being around him... something bout him that seems to just fit with me . like our convos are great ... but something missin that i want.. i just dnt think ima wait so long this time to go get it... i can't take another heart break....

He Loves Me He Loves Me Not...

OMFG! DAMNNNNNN. Just as i wrote my last post he txts me.... we start jokin as usual. than i say "Lol.Yu Love Me???" Nd damn he has yet to txt back... that hurt like hell. i can't even cry i think my tear ducks are broken or something.... ='''( the worst thing yu can do is give some one silence to a yes or no question... i would have like a response... im just so hurt man i never thought i would be going thur this..... smh i m gone.............

Unstopped LOVED

Damn i think i spoke to soon on that last post. smfh! as soon as i thought some good was comin back to us. he once again proves he could GAF about me. nd if he do so called care or love me has a fck up way of showin it.like come on. all i ever did was care nd love for him. i never had nothin negative to say or share.like damn no disrespect. no fck that i do mean to disrespect. how the fck yu say one thing nd do some nxt shit. that really blows mines to the nxt level. but time nd time again my love stays strong. nd only keeps growin..how come you hurt the person that cares bout yu the most don't get me wrong I LOVE MYSELF 1ST & FOREMOST IN LIFE. but damn when i finally decide to show my feelings i get somebody ass to kiss. like damn i dare not look for men. even when i go out with my girls. when i do talk to someone i put ppl in a group like ooh yu just a friend or a potential. i NEVER went lookin for no man. but damn i never seem to be in a relationship. like damn thats crazy. im so fckin depress right now. i been cryin nd shit.. im in so much pain i just want it to stop.