So i must be confused or crazy... cause lately i havnt been thinking with my mind but more on what my heart been going thur. my heart needs to be in a ER somewhere.... its beat up.. but it still beating nd its still loves HIM. But Why??? in my mind im blacking im cancelin everything. they not agreein on nothing....
pass few days have been the most heart-breaking times in my life. if someone would of told me i would feel like this. the day i met him. i would have ran .. never thought he would hurt me so bad.. i cry about it i try my best to sleep it off but i got so many memories it haunts me in my sleep.
i wonder do he think bout me do he even care bout me. i thought he did. for the pass 3 days we ain't been talking the same.. nd it hurt so bad. smh... it's been days i wanted to curse him out. nd then it's days i just wanna cuddle with him. i wish this was a bad dream. cause this right here ain't feeling to good.
i swear i never love someone so much than i do him. i want to be with him so bad. but ... something is holdin him back. for the past 7 months he has made me happy. kept me smilin.... he dnt understand. he won't talk to me like really sit down nd talk to me.
i hate crying. but my heart hurtin so bad.but still my love is strong nd i still have hope but why. i want them good days back..... BACK TO THOSE JUPITER LOVE Days.I Miss My Love,=(
i know i lost my best friend,my lover, my capo....
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My Lifes Lessons
Ahh, who wanna bet us that we don't touch leathers
Stack cheddars forever, live treacherous all the et ceteras
To the death of us, me and my confidants, we shine
You feel the ambiance, y'all niggaz just rhyme
By the ounce dough accumulates like snow
We don't just shine, we illuminate the whole show; you feel me?"-Jay Z (Dead President)Reasonable Doubt {June 25, 1996}<
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