Fallin...

UGHHHHHH. Why Is God Doin This To Me??????

why has he allowed me to fall in love... with a stranger... =/ i hate havin it only in one way.. nd not both... i hate showin my feelings.. i feel like cyin every min.. cause shit never seem to go right for me... like there's always a pro nd con to everything i do... Ugggh. i beeb thru enough hurt break.... it feel like my heart is turnin numb.. nd it hurt like hell.


Ima goosd person why is this happenin to me... why am i never happy. why can i see the sun light.. i front about my feelings... never really tell him how i really feel cause im terrifeied of rejection.... i feel like he playin with my emotions. or testin me to see if im real there to stay... nd i am i dnt wanna leave.. he makes me sooo happy.. im bout to break down nd cry... im tryna stop typin but my mind won't stop movin.... life seem so cold...



i just wanna be in his arms.. i have'nt seen him in a week nd it feel like forever...what has he done to me....never felt like this. i know he cheated in his past.. but i still wanna be with him... im here. but why... it's like my mind tellin me to let go.. but my heart tellin me to stay.. every time i talk to him.. i feel the lump in my throat... but yet i put a smile on my faces.....



I wana tell him soo bad.. but i think he knows... i can't talk any more...... Bye.