Pow.... Im Back..

Im soo ashamed...
i dead haven't showed my face on here in a month...
like what the F**k i been doin.. so much has been goin on... nd being the private person i am ...
i haven't share with my loves of readers here...
im sorry forgive me im back tho...
READY O2 bear my heart....

Someting to call my OWN

i want it. i deserve it. i will respect it.


dat word LOVE.

that word really scares me. i guess cause when yu start sayin dat yu finally let dat person see yu .the person yu been looking in the mirrior for all so long.

i can't hate. everybody wants it at one time even if they had it. nd lost it.

i dnt wanna sound like a lil girl with fairy tales. cause my life is far from a fairy tale.
i can say i neva been in love. but then again im still young. i keep telin myself dat cause it gives me reason to look for it. to give new ish a try.

with every new. comes the old.


Am I Ready...........

Far From The End.

iDnt get myself at all.
Dats a problem, but then again it's my problem and not everybody else.
iDecide to start writin how i feel instead of. bullshitin. nd keepin everything to myself.
cause in the end the shit erks the hell out of me.


Have you ever felt like everything you do.ends up makin yu happy for a second then it ends up hurting you.what fuckery...
i find myself questionin everything i say nd do. nd that goes for everybody around me. i observe more.. stuff dat gets to me i can no longer hold it in. i must speak my mind.

i'll be damn if i let somebody walk ova me.disrespect me. treat me in a way i dnt deserve.



Sheesh i feel i do give 100 in somethings. dat involves my feelins. not in the stuff i should be giving 100 in. SMH. like i said its my problem. dat i must solve. to be continue......

Once Upon A Time

Sooo. I was asked do i believe in Love.
well to be honest i dnt know wat it is to not believe in it. never told anybody i love them.
I Dnt like to get caught up. nd risk gettin my feelings hurt.
Dnt Get me wrong i do care alot bout ppl. in my life. ppl i know would be there for me. And I'm Happy.

But Sometimes i just want that simple 90's love song type love, relationship.
Until then i'll keep what i got. it keeps a smile on my face.

Happy Birthday To Me

soooo..
Today is My birthday (Yup.Yup)
i survive another year. lol. i turned the wonderful 19.
later on today i goin to the movies. wit a group of my friends.possibly my baby.nd my big bro.
still workin on my plans. welll. i'll be back lata hopeful later wit pic of my outfit. lol



Happy Birthday Cherei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugrhhh.
lol. iNEED a job . i like to shop nd im always. BROKE.
oh how i hate dat word.sheessh its so hard.
i dnt know where to start.
i need sum help.



im tryin not to get side track but its hard when yu dnt get a call back. so how will i know if im doin it rite????
Question Question So MANY......
Ttyl Im Job Hunting =) Fingas Crosssed.

Um Okay Follow...

So i Decide to Say It Once Again.
If I Hav'nt Said It Enough.LOl.
Still Gettin The Hang Of It So Bear With Me.
Nd No This Will Not Stop Me From Bloggin
Cause Im Back Nd Bout To Bring It. (Lmao) ----Dat Was So Corney Of Me.

Follow My Footsteps nd I'll Follow Yours.

http://twitter.com/Viva_La_Cherei

It's Like Duh Get On It

hei.
Lets Talk. Hello to all the new readers.
sorry i hav'nt been on i had the flu. smh.
but this is not bout me. my Chica Dellz has a blog.
So welcome her to this wonderful World of Bloggin.

Check her Out.


gettokno-Dellz.blogspot.com

Twitter

oaky.
at first i was'nt down for it then my freind made me one.
nd since thn i been hook it'sd like a f-ing drug well its not that
bad i still very private but it's hella funny looking at what ppl
do on a daily so just click the pretty link please nd lets chat.
---->Twitter.com/Viva_La_Cherei <------- nd if yu got a twitter let me know...

Yu Welcome.

i never seem to amaze myself any more the shit that i do or the shit i say no longer surprise me. i just dnt give a lot or granted. dnt get me wrong i keep my gates up . im a lil nervous tho i might let sumone thur nd ima be back to square on but lifes bout takin chances so ima jus take a leap of faith nd see where it leads me..... on another note im gettin sick im thinkin bout goin to the docs cause how im feelin who knows.... i'll be back lata on.

((Whoa))Gettin Personal...(a LIL)

Hii........Um i was just sleep so im kinda off it a lil
(lol) hey everybody has there days.
Nd i thought to myself maybe yu should let those lovely bloggers
know a lil bout yu..UM we have a BIG problem tho i'm
a very private person hmmmmm... i tend to sugar-coat alot of my feeling nd my personality on a daily.



i know yu probably wanna stop readin since yu think im phony but wait im not im just very protective of my heart jus me personally nd rite now i at a in between state so its kinda boarder-line privacy...

well whateva ima let yu get piece by piece of this lovely Lady....


First of all...Name: Cherei (Pronounced Sha-Ray)
18 1/2 yrs of age
Birthday is November 14 (Yea Babeee Scorpio)
Favo Color: PURPLE
Favo Food: Chicken
Status:Single;( (LOL i'm trying )
Soon to Be College-Kid
Born In the Big Apple
Fashion-Addict
Height:5'11
Want More?????????? Let Me Know I'll Try and keep a open mind (hopefully).
Song Being Played At The Moment Of The Post:Neyo"Nobody"

Konnfession of Opposite Sex (Ooopss)

oh wow yu should have know i was comin with this one.....
imean im not doggin the opposite sex im just bringing up sum
of the bullshyt ya speak of nd ya maybe sayin the same bout us female...
TRUST i know i have Brothers nd im the only girl... so cut the shyt be real wit
me lets have a chat. take a seat this may be a while....


okay so why do yu belive yu must lie to presevre sum ladies feelin imean sum would respect yu more if yu kept it 100... not sayin ya all lie imean ma Boo Jay said it the best "Women Lie.Men Lie Money Don't"


nxt subject why is it that yu play the girls yu know got to be ya ride or die for the chick that would leave yu wit a drop of a dime imean do yu live the thrill of it.....
nd not all females are golddiggers i know mad females dat get oney cause they work dey asses off doin dat 9-5 unlike sum other nd by no means am i doggin anybody just sum thoughts that have been botherin me


PART 2 Soon To Come Ma Hands Are Tired LMAO............

Fotos Update

umm my way of showin off me and my lil therapy when im stress out ....... im still tryin to figure out why im single lmao nah not really its a choice..Cherei.dAMNX

Takin Me for Granted.....

Oh....My
Am i yet again doing this repeating myself, what kind of bull is this????
i keep going back on my words for yu nd yet again i play myself or betta yet yu play wit me
again i ask who older??? i want to start over but then again i startin to think
not with yu ... but its like yu have sum hold on me...


i mean why should i feel this way then if i said any thing yu say sum shyt like"i didn't tell yu to fall for me.wrd i got that type of affect ha ha ha" oooooo sum times yu make me wanna slap all ya damn taste buds a mouth
yu to confident in me not leaving ya side like yu run shyt maybe
for a while i allow yu to but fuck that now
i guess I'm sayin this is almost turnin into a pink slip for yu
homeboy i finally realize that i would hurt yu more with out scream or crying or just playin ya game

nd jus leave yu alone nd see how fast yu fall not to be mean yu are truly ma heart i adore the good times we have....but then again it feels like bad times is starting to creep up on us...

I'm tried of sayin the same stuff every day to myself when so many tell me what i can not see betta yet what i choose to believe i mean what yu want me to do???? yu dnt have to answer that i'll answer it or yu.... either way i forgive yu but i would respect yu more if yu keep it 100....

Cherei.

Oh Snap A Update ...

.okay so this is my update wit pics...... lol anyways im still lookin for a job since i move bac home to the big apple with few lew luck but its all gud i know im bound to find sumthing soon.(SO YEA!!!! TO ME)anyways im going to start lookin for a college i wanna go to for the next two years then off to ma dream skool for another 4 years of my life (yes im lookin for a career lol not a job)as of rite now im single but also balancin meeting new guys and stickin wit ma ex/Bestie Hunn'e wow lets see how that works out lol ima keep ya post for now on cause i relize ya dnt judge my decision. As of rite now listenin to ma itunes while preparing to go chill wit this boi i met he cool we talk for like a hour last night (lets keep our fingaz cross on this one lmao)but yea hangin with him ma best friend/cuz is here at ma house bout to kick it wit her nd hopeful take ova the world(Evil Laugh)Ha Ha Ha ..... My Moood Is Happy/ Content ...Here's my pics tho i look different i guess oh yea My BIRTHDAY COMIN UP NXT MONTH (YES BIG 19) i thought i share that cause i love ma big nd ima stated that all the way till my b day come... okay here yu go...

i Miss My.......

So I'm back for good this time i thought i could run from my feelings not speak bout them just keep them to myself. but i realize that not good nor is it safe i wonder why i go Thur the things i do i try and blame some ppl around me but then again i never really look at me as the one to blame. i just want to be happy of course at times i make my on happiness but then other times I'm alone and sad and i like to keep to keep things to myself but then i love to give advice but i hate criticism ain't that crazy. I'm so backwards that i move forward and i don't even realize.

Currently listening to Fabolous-"I Miss My Love"

I'll be Back with a Update nd Pictures Very Soon (Like Tomorrow)

Inm Baccccccc

Heyyyyyy, ppl im so bac lol i have been missin in action 4 a while i know lol been busy i guess have'nt really feel likewritin you know i really have'nt been on the computer at all lately to much stuff go on online to old 4 tha drama im real good tho can't complain well maybe a lil i gotta add new picks i look really different i guess am i single ????????? thats a question that i will leave alone ummmmmmm ui guess thats its till nxt time just lettin yu know im baccccccccccccc!!!!!!!



p.s- i see i got new followers helllllllllllo welcome to my REALITY SHOW LMAO hope yu enjoy me lol

And So Shyt Continues Part 1

Let me get back on my shyt I dnt know wats been up wit me lately I been slaking 4 a while talkin bout im fine when im not holdin mad shyt in nd 4 wat im da only one hurting here lol I know finally I gotta laugh at myself for being dumb.I mean im letting mad shyt get to me nd ya know dats not me. But im cool this is tha day shyt changes im on tha team of me shyt 4 a while lets see how that goes. Currently Listenin 2 : Jay-Z- D.O.A Finally Jay is back nd betta than eva ya know i love me sum jay his music is my life lessons so i guess ima be going thur alljay music today until nxt time Chow..........LPDB

Been A Min.....

Okay so i know its been a minute since the last time i was bloggin nd im so sorry i haven't been able to express my thoughts so ya know i got to be buggin cause i been keep alot of shyt to myself so let me get you updated on wat has been happening in my so called life. okay so ya remember dat boi dat i was so happy wit okay so we dated nd everything was cool then i relizes that we was not meant to be wit each other so we mutual ended nd we stop talkin even tho we agreed to stay friends you know wat tho i jus talk to him like a couple days ago it was weird cause we have'nt talk since da day we broke up but its cool no hard feelings. any ways goin on with life so i move back to my home town i got my own place nd everything tryin to do me jus a lil update till later on nd i promise to write bac.....

UH...death OF tha OLD ME

IM BACCCCCCK DID YU MISS ME LOL SO SORRY NO COMPUTER TO VENT BUT I GOT MY LAPTOP YESSSS SO BAC TO TYPING THIS POST IS GONNA BE LONG SO GET COMFORTABLE........
UPDATE:::YA ALL HAVE BEEN WAITIN 4 DIS LOL OKAY SO HERE IT IS I GRADUATED (YES THANX GOD)PART 1 TO BE CONTINUED GOIN TO GET MA HAIR DONE LMAO I KNOW YA LIKE WAT THA FUCK LOL

Really Tho

OH MY IM SO SORRY IM JUS SO SLACKIN WELL I JUS MOVE SO I DNT GET MY INTERNET TILL TOMORROW YESSSSSS THEN IM BAC IN ACTION ONCE AGAIN I HAVE TO CATCH YA UP ON WAT HAS HAPPEN TO ME ND MAD STUFF HAS HAPPEN I CAN'T WAIT TO SHARE FOLLOWERS THANKS 4 STICKIN OUT WIT ME ON MY HIATUS IMA HAVE TO MAK4E A POST 4 YA SOON BYE BYE CHOW

brand new

okay so i have been slackin so sorry alots happen ova tha week i will post a update soon i dnt have a computer so ima try doin this mobile so pray 4 me lol until nxt tyme chow.

Happyness is The Closes Thing To L.O.V.E

So i thought to myself lately i been jus reading blogs to get a real feel of wat i should talk bout in mines well i have learned from readin different blogs is so many females have had their heart broken sum are still feeling the effects of it (NOTE TO THOSE FEMALES): iF he said he LOVE YOU nd still broke ya heart then dats not LOVe dat was Lust when he said it theres a difference.
Everybody has had there ups nd down the way yu get over them will show how strong yu are or how strong yu have become


IN ORDER TO HAVE TRUE LOVE YU FIRST MUST LEARN TO LOVE YA SELF ND MAKE YA SELF HAPPY ALONE BEFORE YU TRY TO MAKE IT WORK WIT SUMBODIE ONCE YU HAVE DAT NO PERSON CAN TAKE DAT AWAY FROM YU UNLESS YU LET THEM......pEACE...

More Flicks

Here r more 4 ur eyes to see lol

And Da Life of Me

Okay so where da hell have i been lol i ben really busy lately im graduating nxt week YES!!!!!n e who still talkin to dat guy lol we good i decide to show yu new pics of me so enjoy....

yep yep DA 50TH POST

sO dis is wat it feels like to hit 50 lol more post today to celebrate nd 19 followers to go with it heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ya lol

Love,Cherei

:::::UPDATE:::::

Life rite now is great tomorrow da last day of my of skool ***YEP YEP DA GURL GRADUATES****
N E in a week i plan on moving out into my own place =) to happy with dat one.
talkin to a boi dats makes me happy nd drama-free he my babyboo aka Da Hunnie nd he waitin 4 me to get home i hate to admit this but i have fallen 4 him nd he has to so nothing but greatness wit us to come "We 50/50 No one will come between us It's You & Me" <---(those are his words not mine) my favorite season is comin up which means shopping spree *lol* otha than dat ima miss sum ppl but not very many im going to have a great summer i hope dnt want to jinxs it lol

OH YEA SPECIAL THANKS YOU TO THE THREE LOVELY LADIES THAT COMMENT MY LAST POST I WILL TAKE EVERYTHING YU HAD TO HEART THANK YOU 4 TAKING THE TIME OUT TO READ WAT I HAD TO SAY OH YEAH LOVE ALL YU GUYS BLOG I READ THEM ON A DAILY EVEN WHEN I DNT WRITE A POST ON MY PAGE.
THE LADIES
behold_a_lady
Katrina is a Princess
[$ H A R O N A]

UNTIL NXT TYME-CHOW...................

I Think i Found Happyness

i have been talkin to him every day he makes me smiles nd gets my mind off of things we knew each otha 4 a while but neva full talk like we dod now i tal to him all day nd all night lately he is tha only person i talk to nd he knows it we jus a like n so many ways im usually not tha type to say all dis but he makes me feel different its lookin like its nothin but good for us i'll keep ya posted who knows one day yu might see his pic if i decide to show yu chow ttyl

hmmmm

i really want to say im happy im not mad nor sad but im not complete neither i finally got ova da ex movin on wit tha quickness talkin ti sumone new he just like me in sum ways i hope it goes futher lately he all i talk to we cool rite now i have a week nd a half till i move out thank god not sayin i dnt love it here i really dnt im so unhappy here i jus can't wait till i get home in my own place wit my own thoughts that would be great i thought i would change my pg around but im supa lazy right bout now bout to go watch tv im talkin to him now which puts a smile on my face lol i can't tell if its real yet but i'll see i learned from past mistakes wat not to do im sorry i been m.i.a from blogginjus tryin to prepare my self but i'll keep yu posted on every thin -chow

{Pickz}

Ma New Do Ma Friends calling me Madonna idk Y lol do yu like it ??????????

Slack(in) or Relax(in)

Okay so i been off bloggin 4 a min so much has happened All good things tho i'll be bac wit more post nd pics i promise..............OH YEAH I HAVE SUM NEW FOLLOWERS HEYYYYY YA THANK YU 4 TAKIN THA TIME OUT TO LISTENIN IF I HAVE NOT ALREADY DONE SO ND STARTEDFOLLOWIN UR BLOG PLEASE TELL ME I LOVE TO READ BLOGS SO GET AT ME ONCE YU READ MA SHYT YU WON'T GO BAC LOL PEACE.

Will It {eva} End

Urgh ................ So rite now at this very second im home alone writing dis dumbass paper dats due tomorrow i know you probably wondering why i took this long to write it idk i was hella busy i mean my big PROM is sat nd shyt need to get done so wateva don't judge me i just thought i share dat i mean everybody been coming out the wood works today callin me but i ca'nt talk nd write a paper at the same time its jus not goin to work because one or the other will be half ass nd i hate bein half ass but im so freakin tired right now i want To SLEEP man when i finally do hit the sack its gonna be one hell of a sleep lol well let me stop talkin to yu nd finish dis Shyt so i could dream bout doin sum shyt dat would probably get yu in trouble in some places lol WOW
HELP ME lol nah playin im to much Choooooooooooooooo

When I Close My Eyes

"Brown skin, you know I love your brown skin I cant tell where yours begins, I cant tell where mine ends Brown skin, up against my brown skin Need some every now and then oh hey Every time you come around, something magnetic pulls me and I cant get out Disoriented, I cant tell my up from down All I know is that I wanna lay you down."-India.Arie Brown Skin

This is how i veiw him when my eyes is close nd nothing but silence is around me

I Guess Yu Can Say I'm At PEACE Nd partly Head ova Heels 4 BayBoy.

Broken Promises,Careless Acts,Kind Words.

you know i was always told as a lil kid dat "sticks and stones may break your bones but words will neva hurt you"<----- Remember dat lol Yu know when i was younger i thought dat was sum bull my mom told me so i would'nt hurt nobody feeling or when sumbody try to hurt mines .....On Another note Lately Ppl been on Sum Me Myself nd I,I Can't say i dnt sumtyme act dat way but its always boss dis boss dat talkin bout All i Need is me adittude dats not true ppl were meant to be love by sumone maybe not now but it will sumday as much as yu say yu dnt care bout ppl feeling yu do its like "Do Onto Othas As You Do Onto You " In other word treat ppl the way yu want to be treat nd nothing less.....Sumtyme life Seem Heartless But Its Ya Job To Make Dat Heart Beat Riite?????With Love There Is Hate=In order to love sumone you must hate sumthing dat make make yu love dem in the end dats how yu make ya Love UNIQUE.

Playin Chess Aka Life

Im askin Myself mad question right now nd no im not mad nor sad im Grownin into a more mature individual having learned the first couple of life lessons nd makin tha best of wat ppl taught me nd runing wit it (Here's some of my question):

1. Why have i just relize that i can only control myself nd not others?
2. Why am i neva in a Successful Relationship When i try nd be tha best?
3. Am I living My life to its very best or am i half assin it?
4. Does Anybody think like me?
5. Why it Seems like music is answering my question instead of a person?
6. how Can A person Care So Much Dat They start to Love ?
7. Is Bein Me Stopin Me From Caring Bout Othas ?

IDk i was jus thinkin i neva been dis PROUD of myself Like i am Now nd I'm Lovin Life Rite Now Its Jus Incomplete[ Wat Yu Think Feel Free To Answer My Questions I Would Like to hear Wat Yu Think]...............

Karma

Ha ha ha is all i have to say bout dis matter dats devloping as i write to yu so i dnt really have much to tell yu rite now but i will keep yu up to date wit this bull nd it has nothing to do wit me .. i mean who knows im a "hot ass female round here" lol(A'z <--(I love my Friend)Word To Describe me LOL) yea aight so here it is from wat i know old dude cut mad ppl off tha wrong ppl off left sum fake ass ppl wrong him nd be wonderin why shit neva work out 4 him now he bout to feel tha fire up under his ass yu should have put a fuckin thinkin cap on instead yu though wit ya lower half nd now yu stuck damn dats why i dnt do da whole fallin inlove bullshyt neva cant get shyt together so i tell them kick rocks lol but as a friend im here lol

Frontin Season comin Fast

Okay so i call Summer (frontin Season )Because

1. Ppl Show they A** When it get hot
2. Ppl Get Bold Wit It Like It Is Wat It Is
3. Less Clothes More Likely To Ge Cheated On
4. Lettin Things Get Wild
5. Males-Yu Either Gonna Have One (Summer Love OR Summer Fling)
6. Females- Show Off Wat They Can't Show When Its Cold LOL
7. Graduatin YEp Yep New Life
8. Gettin In Dat ASS For Past Summer BullShyt
9. Having A Blast Ova Staying Home
10. Forgetten Bout Past Tense Stuff Nd Actin Brand NEw

i Mean I'm Guilt Wit Bout 6 of these lol im sorry but i get crazy in tha summer nd this one is gonna top all of the othas so yes indeed im bout to show those Frontin-Ass ppl Wat Cherei Got up on ova tha past season

YA DIGGGG...

Speechless In A Good Way??

Okay so here tha deal with me i been stuck on dis boi i use to date 4 a min but i also keep my eyes open we not together nd he seems to be in another relationship nd im not tha one to play sideline so i dnt like to be cuff down all the tyme i usaually get bored after a while so i neva seem to be in relationship 4 long i mean im a great girlfriend yu just gotta work to keep my attention nd i dnt gotta have the world i happy wit tha most simplest things n e who so while i was stuck i also talk to few males ova the past 3 months bump dat since new years i been chatting wit more then one male not sayin im a hoe i jus talk mad of them wanted to wife me but im cool wit dat im doin me 4 a while maybe get sum summer love lol yea well i have cut sum of these boi off lately im down to like 2 nd a half i know yu probably asking wat the hell is a half i only talk to dat boi when im bored nd have nothin else to do lol i know dats wrong but hey im allowed to do dat keep ma choices avaible im bout to move out in like two nd a half weeks im so happy then a bigger search 4 Mr. Right nd not jus MR. Right Now lol lately everbody been tryin to hook me up talkin bout its weird i neva seem to stay wit one person nd i say they neva seem to keep up wit me lol lately i been talkin to dis boi he hella fine but he like 4 years older than me ma mom love him dats a supa plus nd i think i met ma match he do the same things i do to males nd i kinda attracted to dat dats a first he keepin me on ma toes ha ha i'm Textin him rite now lol he wanna hang???????

Summer (Dreamsz &Reality)

Do N E Body Remember This song LOL Ma Song Way Bac In Da Day When I Use To Date T**i<---- Damn Dat Was a Min Ago lol

AutoBiography of Cherei.J*****n

A Lil Gurl was born name Cherei to a Hustler & Fighter who knew they would create a wild child dat would one day turn into a Beautiful Smart Young Lady Respect By Many Hated By Few.

Now she bout To Start her own life make decision live life to its fullest when life gives her rocksqz she makes them Diamonds -With Love Cherei.

Sayin It Meaning It

NOTHING BUT TIME IS BEING WASTED, FROM WASTING TIME. IN MY EYES YOUR A MASTERMIND ONLY USING HALF A MIND..AND WHEN IM GONE YOUR GIVING AWAY CLOCKS JUST TO PASS THROUGH TIME. IM TRYNA FOLLOW LAWS, I NEED JUST USTHOSE WORDS WERE SPOKEN FROM YOU SO THEY MUST MEAN WERE GOING TO BUILD OFF TRUSTPOTENTIAL IS GUARANTEED. I DONT MIND TO WAIT YOU ARE A KEEPER LETS GROW TOGETHER ITS A GURANTEE THAT OUR PRECIOUS FEELINGS WILL BECOME DEEPER LIKE A DRINK WITHOUT MUCH LIQUOR..A CREEPER..WE WILL SOON DEFINEWE SHALL FIND WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR THROUGH EACHOTHER.IM HERE FOR ALL OF YOU FLAWS AND ALL..IM WANTING TO BE BASED OFF SOMETHING MORE THAN JUST A FRIEND AND YOUR LOVER.

Is She A Ryder????

Wats ya day of a ryder ??? honestly I define it as a person who no matter wat happen is by ya side no matter how mush yu f**k up dat person is like ur personal diary dat at n e tyme yu need dat person they will be there no matta if its 4am or 12pm dat person will always have ya best intrest at heart dat person would do no wrong to yu dat person is a one in a billion there is no one like them to yu dat person is a person dat can start off as a friend become a best friend to a life tyme ryder do yu have one yu might not have found one but i belive dat theres a ryder for every one yu jus have to be smart enough to keep that person nd don't let go SO PAY ATTENTION yu might miss dat person may be its love or hate but I'm A RyDER To All Dat Know *Cherei111490

"No Doubt" Bout Love

"You should know by now that I really like when you're around
It's so irreplaceable, what we have with you and I
And you should know by now that we belong on each other's team
One of the greatest things that came to be is you and me, you and me
I hope by now you recognize no matter what I'm here for life
You ain't getting rid of me, that is just the bottom line
I think you understand by now we can always work it out
No matter what, I'm down, I'm down

There ain't no doubt that I still love you
No doubt I love you babe, really really love you babe
There ain't no doubt that I still want you
No doubt I want you babe, really really want you babe
Shouldn't be no doubt that I'm here for you
No doubt I'm here for you, really really here for you
I have no doubt about being with you
It's me for you

Thinking back on what I did to cause you so much pain
It was such a silly thing I did to our relationship
But here's something from the heart, I really do apologize
Don't cut me off cause I really love ya
I love ya babe, love ya babe
And I want ya, I want ya babe, want ya babe

Said I'm here for ya, for ya babe, for ya babe
Forever I'm with you, I'm with you

Baby can't you see you belong with me
I'll be here for you so I'm telling you

There ain't no doubt that I still love you
No doubt I love you babe, really really love you babe
There ain't no doubt that I still want you
No doubt I want you babe, really really want you babe
Shouldn't be no doubt that I'm here for you
No doubt I'm here for you, really really here for you
I have no doubt about being with you
It's me for you

[Spoken]
Look baby, I want you to know I love you
And I always will.. don't worry, cause you know...

There ain't no doubt that I still love you
No doubt I love you babe, really really love you babe
There ain't no doubt that I still want you
No doubt I want you babe, really really want you babe
Shouldn't be no doubt that I'm here for you
No doubt I'm here for you, really really here for you
I have no doubt about being with you
It's me for you"-Nivea:No Doubt

Soon As I Get Home

I Wish i coul be there i want to start over i want that brand new thing i guess dis is wat i mean..............

Reasons????????

If Yu Do Yu Do If Not Yu Dnt........

50 Feet Rules Of My Life

(Only Use When i feel disrespected,out of place,me tyme,annoyed,etc)

Sum ppl may say this applies to their day to day livin to me it applies only to those above ...... but lately i have been using it more and more lol i mean i'm not a mean type person i'll show love to ppl as long as they show sum love to i respect ppl as long as they respect me And give me my ME tyme from tyme to tyme we will have no problems aight lol "You Cool I'm Cool We Cool" Case Close. Here are my reason 4 My "Give Me 50 Feet"

1. Boiz tryin to run game on ya gurl STOP da madness start a convo wit show me y i should give yu sum time out of my life Duh(LOL)
2. Gurls dat assume dat because she date a guy every girl around him wants him or n e girl who he knew before ya two was together GET IT Together Yu Look Foolish.
3. Dumb Actin ppl dat might not even be dumbut act in such a way i can't stand dat not now not ever...

Well Dats My Thoughts bout it So Its Wateva.............Cherei LOL

Can Yu Say Party Tyme

AHHHHH Rite now i'm hanging wit ma ladies 4 one of da last tyme be4 im on my way to da new place in a city lol im really gonna miss dem they had ma back thru thick n thin now 4 like da first tyme of our lives we won't be together =( but dnt worry tha gurls r a fone call away nd they will no doubt jump in a car,plane,bus to be by my side if i eva have problems i love da ladies wit all my heart......

SummeR Tyme

Im So HAPPY Summer is Almost HERE YEP YEP MA Season lol

I Think So

Can I Be Honest? Nd Yet Hold In Consideration of sumones feelings???? I Think Not But Yet Again I'm On Sum Getting Bac With Cherei Stuff So I rather Be Honest Nd Real 100% I mean yu have to Respect Dat Rite?

Ova Thiinkin

I Should I Could I Have Made Sum Changes Not Doing Wat I Did In Da Past Lettin Go of Stuff Very Easy Neva Thought It Would Be. Lifes So Funny To Me LOL I Realize Now Dat In Order To Cry Yu Must Laugh Before Or After I'm Just Lettin Yu Know Keep Yu UpDated Wit Stuff I Hope To One Day Help A Gurl or Male (I Dnt Discrimnate LOL) In N E problem If They Read The Words Dat i write Well I Guess Dat A Story 4 Another Day -*Funny Thing Tho I'm M.I.A 4 So much other Than Bloggin WoW I Found My New Love lol.............

Happy Face Now On

I have finally realize that i can't make ppl happy i can only make myself happy nd for a long time i was always the one not happy but not any more im bout to live on my own nd start my life the way i want nd i'm only trying to make myself happy Dnt Yu Agree??????????

My Name Is......

LOL Good Tymesz I Lovin Life Right Now Well its Getting Betta Not In My Anti-Socialite Mood No More MORE POST LOL I Also need Sum Followers Tell a Friend Bout Me PleASe lol

Good Tyme Should B Betta Tymes

rite now im packin thought i would write sum stuff on my mind Lol i guess listen to sum old skool music bring bac so much memories lol i probably was'nt alive 4 sum or was a babe lol but i grew up around music so im a child of music i probaly was conceive on music lol n e who i was thinkin well really reminsing on my past there were some good tyme bac then i hope they repeat themselves well at least sum...im so confused bout alot of shyt rite now but i figure its actually makin me a betta person i hope or preparin 4 sum shyt i learned how to not show love to all nd love ppl 4 themselves nd when they show theyselves to dem believe dem always do wat rite 4 yu im mixed up now so i hope dis shyt makes since imight read it ova but then again life dnt got a backspace so i might jus leave my mistakes on the page....................

Wats Love????

I Ask My Self Wat is Love Every Day now im not one of those girls dat every time i get a man nd like a week into tha realtionship im like im so in Love wit so and so not me dat dnt make no sense i at least gotta know yu 4 a good year or so dependin on our relationship or who im talkin to im not puttin no one down im jus statin my feelin like i said take it or leave it its jus a thought right now in my life im trying to figure out do i love this boi i know we use to date but then it became long distance so we ended it we was cool we had fun no problems wat so ever we would probably still be together if we did'nt move away from each otha well dat was like a year ago nd sum change we stay in contact on nd off we flirt alot wit each otha nd i know ther sumthin going on between us jus dat neither of us want to be the first to say it but i think i do love dat boi i mean he is like the only male dat makes me happy nd makes me smile non stop wen i'm wit him its a feelin dat i want bac nd now im movin bac home wher he is at now i want to get bac at him But do i Love Him Or am i jus Lonely nd want attention...................

InSide Thoughts

Okay so ima make like 3 post today cuz i think really dnt go into detail like i want to nd thats not me at all i mean dats wat i made this for so dat ppl ca finally see me 4 me nd not 4 sum bullshyt dat i see ona daily i mean im not a Mean,Fake,Bitch,Ho,or any thing eles yu may think of i may sum tymes have those traits but dats all i think this is the best time to be bloggin 2 because it's nice out side im movin on my on in like 21 days (yeaa)Lol dealin wit sum love triange bullshyt lol <----dats so not like me but its all cool cause ima work it out nd continue doin CHEREi<----Yep Yep Dats Me-->

I kiinda WAT

okay so sumone tell me wat the hell up wit guys these days tey heard dat song by lil wayne Every girl and they think its all good not even lol sum got girls nd then got they side pieces um not judgin i jus got offer to be a side piece i once was wifey till we had to switch up lol i dnt like second place so nothing against the girl but ima have to knock her out da top spot i dnt play dat game i'm no one side liney be bac wit details .......................

The Deal

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:1.SHE CALLS YOU BY YOUR FULL NAME NOT JUST A NICK NAME.2. SHE HITS YOU SOFTLY ON THE ARM AND LAUGHS WHEN YOU SAY SOMETHING FUNNY.3. SHE FLIPS HER HAIR WHEN SHE'S TALKING TO YOU.4. SHE TOUCHES YOUR ARM WHEN SHE TALKS TO YOU.5. SHE SAYS, "NO, I'M NOT TELLING YOU WHO I LIKE!" WITH A BIG SMILE ON HER FACE.6. SHE ASKS YOU WHO YOU LIKE OR WHO YOU WOULD GO OUT WITH SEEMINGLY INTERESTED.7. WHEN YOU GO TO THE MOVIES WITH A BUNCH OF YOUR FRIENDS AND SHE IS ALMOST ALWAYS NEXT TO YOU.8. SHE CRITICIZES YOU ON A GIRL YOU LIKE.9. YOU CATCH HER STARING AT YOU.10. SHE PLAYS WITH YOUR HAIR OR TRIES TO PUT MAKE UP ON YOU.11. HER FRIENDS OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL AND IN SCHOOL KNOW ABOUT YOU, AND SAYS SHE TALKS ABOUT YOU A LOT.12. SHE KNOWS YOUR PHONE NUMBER AND ADDRESS. ( STALKER MUCH? )13. SHE WILL TRY AND TALK, AND SPEND TIME WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLEHOW GUYS FLIRT:1. HE STARES AT YOU ALOT.2. HE HITS YOU ALOT. (JUST PLAY HITTING )3. HE USES THE FIRST THING THAT POPS INTO HIS HEAD TO START A CONVERSTAION WITH YOU4. HE YELLED, "HI!", TO YOUR MUM THAT DAY SHE PICKED YOU UP FROM SCHOOL.5. HE BLEW OFF HIS BUDS TO GO SEE "BROWN SUGAR" WITH YOU CUZ YOU COULDN'T GET ANOTHER GIRL PAL TO GO AND DIDN'T WANT TO GO ALONE.6. HE TRIES TO MAKE YOU LAUGH ANYWAY EVEN IF HE GETS HURT IN THE PROCESS7. HIS VOICE GETS SOFTER WHEN EVER YOU TWO TALK.8. YOU HUNG UP ON HIM. HE CALLED YOU BACK.9. YOU WERE INVITED BY HIM TO A GROUP OUTING.10. HE CALLED YOU TO TALK ABOUT NOTHING AT ALL.11. HE IMITATES YOUR LAUGH. OK, YOU DO LAUGH PRETTY LOUD. WHICH MAKES YOU LAUGH EVEN HARDER...12. HE REMEMBERS LITTLE THINGS YOU MENTION IN CASUAL CONVERSATION13. HE SOMETIMES STARES STRAIGHT INTO YOUR EYES.14. HE USES EVERY POSSIBLE WAY TO TOUCH YOU (YOUR HAIR, FACE, THIGHS, KNEES,ECT.)

Enough is Enough

im so tired i am truely tired of mad shyt in my life Real talk i mean rite now is suppose to be my most happiest time nd i'm not happy at all ova sum bullshyt dta makes no sense idk wat happen how this got so complicated so fast wat wrong i'm really trying to figure shyt out rite now im tryin too keep it 100 cause i'm bout to let ppl go in my life dat do nothing but hurt me ...........to be continued

Reasons

Okay so Rite Now I'm not Really Happy Bout Sum Things So I Decided 2 Write It Out 2 See If It Makes Any Sense Instead Of Keepin It 2 Myself.........

1. Well I'm Still in Skool rite now ma last yr (Whoo) N E Ways I'm not the best student neither lol real talk but im tryin to get the hell up out of there so im going to stuck it up nd get it ova wit..
2. Former Babyboo Drama I dnt understand us we mad kool one min then we give each otha the silent treatment i know for a fact that there are still sum feelings between us but we kinda far from each otha rite now (Story 4 another post lata on) N E Ways we not in a relationship but we always seem to flirt with each otha i mean im not cuff down but he always seem to have a gurl so sum tymes i get push bac but i understand that part he is the most loyal,humble, funniest,sweetest guys i have ever met dats why i'm so cool wit him but besides dat when we finally get together its like we bac into our lil world nobody else nd all da bullshyt in our lives goes out tha window (i know you probably asking why ya to ain't together well we long distance cause i'm in skool nd he move bac to our hometown nd we both don't like long distance relationships i like to be able to touch him ) but lately he seems to be changing he not actin like his self nd i don't know why i mean i jus seen him like a couple of weeks ago and he seem fine well i know there was sum thing on his mind he was'nt tellin me i really was to happy jus being wit him nd i really hated that i had to go so soon but N E Who we left on a good note well to me we did but when i tried to talk to him he ignored me nd dats not like him so this pass week he finally speakes to me only a few words but i can tell he miss me but sum thing was wrong so i'm really a straight forward type person i always like to keep things 100% no Bullshyt so i told him i need to talk to him ASAP waiting for him to call or sumthing but he doin sum things dat really hurtin the shyt out of me i mean i got a couple of days till i move bac home we was planning to work things out but rite now determines tha out come of my situation weather we talk friends or lovers i'll keep yu posted......

Can't Stop Me

i listenin 2 Jadakiss album i'm lovin it i not really big on alot of hip hop unless it has sumthing to do with JAY-Z lol yea he ma favorite nd has been since birth lol but any wayz i going to write thur out tha night cause i relize dat nobody can stop me otha than ma self it's all jus me speaking my mind so copyright sum shyt i speak out my mouth cause i'm jus being me -Crazy.Sexy.Cool

Love Letter #1

Dis is mah thoughts ma feeling my all so bear wit me coming straight from my heart so be kind ....

N E Who I want To Be Wit sum one Who On my level i want dat old skool love story type song to play when i'm wit yu i want to be able to pick up the fone nd yu be there to answer every tyme i dnt want to have to say my guy is truthful to my ladies i want them to know dat already i want to be able to slow dance to our favorite song where ever we are i want to be 100% wit yu always i will never hurt yu on purpose nd i hope yu would do the same i want yu to say i'm wifey 4 lyfe ,im ya boo,ya heart,ya all, ur betta half, i want to be the girl yu would love to be wit 4eva no i dnt cling to yu like a leech i like my space nd i'm going to give yu urs i'm not the jealous type so talk to who yu please jus dnt cross the line between chatting and fuckqing i want strangers to feel our love i want to be able to hold yu when i want nd i want to hold yu so tight tell i can smell like yu "when i Cry Yu Cry" I want tyme 2 stops when we kiss i want to look back nd say

'I Love Yu"

And So Its My Life

Rite Now Having Mixs Feeling Bout A Lot Life

not really understanding things clearly i dnt know y i do this to myself i give my all nd yet i seem to be wasting my tyme my precious time on ppl who can give a fuckqz how i feel yea dey may say they care but dats sum bullshyt i was listenin to i hate to feel this way i hate having to think back to when i was happy...Datsz Sum Shyt I not sayin i'm da best person to be makin dis seem big but hell i'm bout to ppl i know are on some sorry levels at life nd i wanted the best for them but they dnt get that they think the wnorld is against them maybe but NOTme but yet they treat me like shyt wats up with dat i hate to say i hate somebody but its coming close to me say Fuckqz u nd ursz. But I Keep Askin My Self

WHY??????

Sweet

Okay So i Got sum followers now and i would like to thank yu all one by one i think i have became a follower on each of ur blogs if not please let me know and bear wit me i'm bout to post mad post up in a matter of hours so sit tight and thank yu again .......

this caught my eye and i speechless if yu read it read it again WOW lol This Made me laugh Because it came 4rm Dr.Seuss i Never heard him speak so deep lol

E p i p h a n y #2

Okay so i think that i'm living my life half-ass lol i say that now because i just relizes it a couple of weeks ago i finally stop living for everybody else and starting doing me 100% if it dont make me happy i won't do it or say it i think that has been the best thing for me i hope you would agree i just had enough of ppl bullshit and no matta wat Cherei will always be Cherei.

The Way I Feel Vs. The Way I Want To Feel

jus siting here thinking which i think is a dangerous thing lol but yeah i was thinking of alot of things in my life at this time and the things that are about to happen i dnt want to be saying the same things when i hit 20 which is in a year so i jus thought i would vent now so forgive me if i use foul language.... to be continued

E p i p h a n y #1

Wow my life is funny at times (lol) I mean Me Being A On & Off Anti-Socialite <----MY WORD I CopyRight It LOL N E Ways The ppl in my life are up & down so some tymes i neeed my time alone you know to breath to get my thoughts together but as yu would soon find out on me i like my past it was tha best but sum things came up so i had to be apart from it nd i miss it nd hope dat this summer is one of my best .......but n e ways ppl coming back in my life like they crazy like wow i guess this being Anti-Social is sum wat good ...............

OOO So GOOD

Now I Know Dat Rite Now I'm Being Supa Stubbornin But In reality I'm Doing So Good In my Book.The Way i Deal Wit Things Are Lkye using The Left Side Of My BRAIN Nd Not Tha Right But I learn From My Mistakes I learn How Ppl Work I may Be Out Da Box On a Daily But I Check out Every Thing around me (Examplesz)

• Men,Boiz,Dogz,A-Holesz,nuccasz,Jerks,HornbaLLsz(LOL)- I mean hey dats how they act or should i say present themselves to me personally lol N E Who i have learn and still learnin from how to deal wit them i will let any of them know in the Quickness

1. Dat i Dnt Fight Ova dem(Wat If Yu In Da Wrong keep movin life to short to deal wit dat mess)
2. I dnt need yur Money i Can Make My Own(now if Yu Want To Be Bonnie & Clyde Dat Cool wit Me If Yu Got I got When We Dnt We Both dnt Not One takin Nd Not Receiving Stuff )
3. Make Me Happy Wit Small Things(i Dnt Need A lot yu Dnt need to Do alot Wit me to make me happy i will be kool wit jus chillin at da crib instead of take out make it yourself would yu mad points in my book.and i understand when yu dnt got it it ruff out here i got yu yu got me 50/50 deal all da way)
4. Dnt i Repeat Dnt LIE (If i keep it 100 wit Yu all i ask is dat yu keep it 100 wit me i would respect you more in tha long Run) *Remember Dat*

Only IF Yu Knew

Omg i felt Lyke Dis Alwaysz I Can Give Fxcqk Lol So many ppl Dnt Deserve ma Respect And Yet i Give it When it not givin Wow (dat deserves a "_(sideEye)lol

In Class (Urgh)

In class rite now like waysz bored so i'll be addin stuff to da pg

Ppl Actin B.r.a.n.d New

okay so ppl wana act brand new okay yu said yu been getting brand new every yr sum ppl jacked up there resolutions like tha first day in tha new yr oh wow not i i did nd still am holdin strong to ma resolution lkye

• Movin Out
• let Go of da fakies in My life (Still Workin on Dat)
• And Findin ma Baby boo(As i write yu Will Know Wat Dat Means )
• Do Me (meanin make ma self happy then others )

URgh So Not Ma Day

Okay WOW It's Rainin Outside nd momz had 2 work so she could'nt pick me up 4rm skool so i had 2 fuckin walK ----->(Dhatsz Sum Major B.S) Cause All My Associates Had 2 work so i could'nt get a freakin ride to save mah life WOw but dey should know Dhat was a wrong ass move cause now i'm supa salt i gota wet nd i'm scared of any type of bugs nd seen mad worms all ova da place i am 2 mad Rite Now -------> Dis SHyT Rite Here Ruined Mah Day Already Nd Dey Know I'm Cursin EveryBody Out TodaY Real Talk =?

***Dnt T A K E it Personal***

Dis Is Wat I Want ((((HELP ME ))))

LiiFes LessoNz #1

Why Do ppl Show Me They Worst But Yet Say dey are tha best *idk*maybe dats how iit alWayz been i jus was blind..... my Life Is Bout To TAKE OFF 18yrs of age bout 2 Graduate Then off To Be On My own How Many ppl can say dat not many.I Have to give my self tha "- (Side Eye) 4rm sum life choice i made i feel like at da time i need it but i come to agree with mah self i need no one but myself {Ppl think dey know me NOt Evn I Startin To Hate ppl Slowly ((((PLEASE SUMONE SAVE THA HUMAN RACE)))) LOl.......I Need Closure.

The Start Of Something New

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