Walking Thur CLOUDS

Sooo. Im SICK. x___X Nooooo!!!!
Nd Its So Fckin NICE in Nyc. Oh Well Im Enjoying My Time Alone....=D
Cause Im Plottin On Some Shit. (Ha Ha Ha) Evil Laugh<-- LOSER THOUGH.
Any Who i Realized My Blog Feels So DAMN Depressin.. Ahhh Man Time to Change That. Listenin To Some Calmin Music Slighty. Nap In A Few???... So Much Funny Ish Is Happenin Right Bout Now. Usually I Would Have Cryed Bout 4 Times Already.. But im As Cool As Can Be. No TEARS!!!! Yay Me... Can't Wait For JULY!!!!!!!!!! Some BIG Plans For That. Ima Just Go With The Flow Nd Take Heads While Im Going. Im On a Hatius From Facebook.. Nd Any Other Social Site.. For A Sec... The Only Thing Ima Be On Is My BLOG Yay!!!!!!!! That Means More POST. Whoooa Bytches. LML.=D I Think It The Meds Talkin... Ima Add New Pics Up Soon. Ohhh Yea Got A JOB...=D Well See How This Goes. Tryna Get Better Right Now So CHOW.

Oh Snap A Update ...

.okay so this is my update wit pics...... lol anyways im still lookin for a job since i move bac home to the big apple with few lew luck but its all gud i know im bound to find sumthing soon.(SO YEA!!!! TO ME)anyways im going to start lookin for a college i wanna go to for the next two years then off to ma dream skool for another 4 years of my life (yes im lookin for a career lol not a job)as of rite now im single but also balancin meeting new guys and stickin wit ma ex/Bestie Hunn'e wow lets see how that works out lol ima keep ya post for now on cause i relize ya dnt judge my decision. As of rite now listenin to ma itunes while preparing to go chill wit this boi i met he cool we talk for like a hour last night (lets keep our fingaz cross on this one lmao)but yea hangin with him ma best friend/cuz is here at ma house bout to kick it wit her nd hopeful take ova the world(Evil Laugh)Ha Ha Ha ..... My Moood Is Happy/ Content ...Here's my pics tho i look different i guess oh yea My BIRTHDAY COMIN UP NXT MONTH (YES BIG 19) i thought i share that cause i love ma big nd ima stated that all the way till my b day come... okay here yu go...

i Miss My.......

So I'm back for good this time i thought i could run from my feelings not speak bout them just keep them to myself. but i realize that not good nor is it safe i wonder why i go Thur the things i do i try and blame some ppl around me but then again i never really look at me as the one to blame. i just want to be happy of course at times i make my on happiness but then other times I'm alone and sad and i like to keep to keep things to myself but then i love to give advice but i hate criticism ain't that crazy. I'm so backwards that i move forward and i don't even realize.

Currently listening to Fabolous-"I Miss My Love"

I'll be Back with a Update nd Pictures Very Soon (Like Tomorrow)

And So Shyt Continues Part 1

Let me get back on my shyt I dnt know wats been up wit me lately I been slaking 4 a while talkin bout im fine when im not holdin mad shyt in nd 4 wat im da only one hurting here lol I know finally I gotta laugh at myself for being dumb.I mean im letting mad shyt get to me nd ya know dats not me. But im cool this is tha day shyt changes im on tha team of me shyt 4 a while lets see how that goes. Currently Listenin 2 : Jay-Z- D.O.A Finally Jay is back nd betta than eva ya know i love me sum jay his music is my life lessons so i guess ima be going thur alljay music today until nxt time Chow..........LPDB

When I Close My Eyes

"Brown skin, you know I love your brown skin I cant tell where yours begins, I cant tell where mine ends Brown skin, up against my brown skin Need some every now and then oh hey Every time you come around, something magnetic pulls me and I cant get out Disoriented, I cant tell my up from down All I know is that I wanna lay you down."-India.Arie Brown Skin

This is how i veiw him when my eyes is close nd nothing but silence is around me

I Guess Yu Can Say I'm At PEACE Nd partly Head ova Heels 4 BayBoy.

"No Doubt" Bout Love

"You should know by now that I really like when you're around
It's so irreplaceable, what we have with you and I
And you should know by now that we belong on each other's team
One of the greatest things that came to be is you and me, you and me
I hope by now you recognize no matter what I'm here for life
You ain't getting rid of me, that is just the bottom line
I think you understand by now we can always work it out
No matter what, I'm down, I'm down

There ain't no doubt that I still love you
No doubt I love you babe, really really love you babe
There ain't no doubt that I still want you
No doubt I want you babe, really really want you babe
Shouldn't be no doubt that I'm here for you
No doubt I'm here for you, really really here for you
I have no doubt about being with you
It's me for you

Thinking back on what I did to cause you so much pain
It was such a silly thing I did to our relationship
But here's something from the heart, I really do apologize
Don't cut me off cause I really love ya
I love ya babe, love ya babe
And I want ya, I want ya babe, want ya babe

Said I'm here for ya, for ya babe, for ya babe
Forever I'm with you, I'm with you

Baby can't you see you belong with me
I'll be here for you so I'm telling you

There ain't no doubt that I still love you
No doubt I love you babe, really really love you babe
There ain't no doubt that I still want you
No doubt I want you babe, really really want you babe
Shouldn't be no doubt that I'm here for you
No doubt I'm here for you, really really here for you
I have no doubt about being with you
It's me for you

[Spoken]
Look baby, I want you to know I love you
And I always will.. don't worry, cause you know...

There ain't no doubt that I still love you
No doubt I love you babe, really really love you babe
There ain't no doubt that I still want you
No doubt I want you babe, really really want you babe
Shouldn't be no doubt that I'm here for you
No doubt I'm here for you, really really here for you
I have no doubt about being with you
It's me for you"-Nivea:No Doubt

Soon As I Get Home

I Wish i coul be there i want to start over i want that brand new thing i guess dis is wat i mean..............